Helping you align with your life, manifesting your desires, and living in flow with the modalities that helped me.
I first discovered Human Design in 2019, shortly after my marriage ended, while exploring astrology and manifestation techniques. My life at that point was full of resistance — a marriage that left me burned out, patterns of over-giving in relationships, and a sense that I was living a life that wasn’t truly mine. As a single mom of two, with limited work experience outside of some early success as a mommy blogger, I was terrified of what the future held.
Manifestation had always fascinated me, and when I discovered Lacy Phillips’ To Be Magnetic courses and started studying Human Design, it felt like I was being pulled toward something destined for me. I dove into researching and experimenting with both systems and shortly after received a file with the complete set of Ra Uru Hu’s Human Design lectures and classes — a gift that allowed me to immerse myself in the system for free and build a solid foundation.
Through this process, I began manifesting a “bridge life” — steps that supported me as I discovered what I truly wanted. I manifested jobs I had dreamed of: one at a company I always admired and another as an Editorial Manager for an influencer I’d followed for over a decade. Both felt so meant to be, like the universe was looking right at me and said — “here you go”. Along the way, people began seeking my guidance for Human Design readings, and I even taught an Introduction to Human Design class and appeared on The Emoting Podcast with Teresa Brenneman.
I also experienced manifestation in relationships. One was a karmic expander fling, and the other was someone I had admired from afar for months. Through these experiences, I realized that while manifestation works, what I was calling in wasn’t truly aligned with my essence. Resistance in my life persisted — and I recognized that I didn’t fully know or love myself yet.
That realization prompted a pause: I stopped dating, began EMDR therapy, focused on my children, gained financial security, and committed to shedding layers of my not-self to reconnect with my authentic self. I journaled about what I truly wanted: a partner who would love my children as his own, retire me from the 9-5, support my soul’s work, and help me step fully into the life I desired.
Within a year and a half, my next “bridge life” arrived — this time fully aligned. I became the Marketing Manager for a nonprofit, a role that allowed me to create meaningful impact without burning out, while my energy as a Projector was honored and valued. That very same day, I went on my first date with my now-husband — my ultimate manifestation. He matched everything I had envisioned.
Today, I have the life I imagined in 2019 — and it’s even better than I could have dreamed. I’m married to the love of my life, he retired me from the 9-5 job, we have full custody of my two children, and have a new baby together who is sunshine in human form. We bought a house together that’s right on a creek after I manifested a home near water. Every relationship in my life is expansive and grounding and allows me to be my full self. I have never felt more free and authentically me.
Now, my soul’s mission is to help others do the same: to use the tools of Human Design, manifestation, and intuitive guidance to give people clarity, aid in their alignment, and become an energetic match for the life they truly desire.
Learn More on Substack:
Part 1: I Tried to Manifest a Specific Person — and the Universe Had Better Plans
Podcast Inquiries email: laurennobledowds@gmail.com
Me Through the Lens of Human Design:
Type & Authority: I’m a 1/3 Emotional Projector, designed to manage and guide energy through mastering systems, trial and error, and sharing what does and doesn’t work. I’m here to create my own path by leaping into the unknown, then teaching others about it and expanding them to new ways. (1/3 video)
Right Angle Cross of Tension (RAX Tension 1: 21/48 38/39): My purpose is to educate the collective and tribe by sharing my foundation and provoking tension that helps others recognize what needs to change for their own evolution.
Gate 21 (control): inspires the job to do a better job at making money and gaining resources
Gate 48 (the well/depth): this gate brings out the skills in others that have been hidden
Gate 38 (the fighter): allows you to find what is worth fighting for and teaches that aligned purpose is what makes life worth living
Gate 39 (provocation): triggers the emotional spirit in the other to discover what their heart truly longs for
- “Welcome to the 21 and one of my favorite crosses: The Right Angle Cross of Tension. Nothing gets done without tension. It's a scientific principle. Tension is important. It's necessary.” - Ra Uru Hu on the RAX Cross of Tension
Channels:
Emoting (39-55): Helps others find the spirit within themselves through emotional provocation.
Recognition (41-30): The ability to initiate and manifest new experiences that allow me to go from inexperienced to experienced, bringing back old themes until they are mastered. The purpose of this channel is to take the lessons learned and to teach others by externalizing about them.
Special Gift – Possibility View: I can see multiple potential paths in a person or situation, inspiring clarity through possibilities that may otherwise be invisible.
Need Motivation: Guides me to focus on what is most necessary and impactful, what information is most important for you to master, while your own strategy and authority remain your ultimate guide.
Feeling Cognition: I experience intuition and insight through emotions (clairsentient) and an inner knowing (claircognizant), sensing where others are stuck and what they need for alignment.
More about me: laurennoble3.substack.com